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Jason Sheil
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How do I describe The Deathscape Mythos? It's probably the center of my attention at the moment, being the core of several major projects. But the concept behind The Revelation, and The Deathscape Mythos as a whole predates me even owning a computer by well over a decade, and while the dark and dreary atmosphere is probably its signature, it's a relatively new addition to this "work" that has its roots in screwball comedy.

I should note that the idea for The Deathscape Mythos does not have its roots in the traditional "funny animal" or "furry fandom." Instead, its roots are in a more realistic concept that slowly became darker over time. This is because its primary influence is a hybrid of my two biggest loves as a kid--cheesy, B-movie horror flicks that were so bad that my family didn't see them as harmful, and a love for writing comedic stories in comic book format. In fact, for a long time I wrote "horror" comics that were rather poorly drawn, but they had little dialog and were done with one "panel" taking up the entire page of a Composition notebook. Admittedly, these comics were usually rather violent and graphic, but this was based on what I saw horror as at the time--cheesy, B-movie shlock with gore and acting so awful that it was funnier than it was scary. Like those horrible movies, the plots were aimless and the scenes weren't really appropriate for children my age, but no one saw any harm in it because it was so off the wall and, well, funny.

How this didn't worry my psychiatrists and teachers is beyond me.

I eventually slowed down on this style around 1994, when I began being treated for bipolar disorder. While I am now considered "schizo-affective," at that point even a mood disorder was rarely diagnosed in children, and thus there weren't very many effective treatments on the market. As a result I found myself in and out of hospitals and residential treatment facilities. This meant I had long periods of time where I could not see my family, my friends, or my pets. To cope, I began writing a very corny and bad panel comic I titled Batcat, which placed the pets I had at the time--as normal animals--in situations that reminded me of how they really acted.

As I grew older and my hospitalizations became shorter and less frequent, I found myself drawing Batcat instead of my old horror comics. I would eventually take to writing short stories featuring the characters, which were now intelligent and living among people, although still very much four-legged cats. Such stories were a bit more mature, but still comedies, and featured a number of original characters that would slowly be phased out of the plot. Eventually I began writing my first novel featuring the characters. This novel would feature a small portion of Deathscape's cast, notably Fiona, "Batcat" (who would later be renamed Devon Carter), Roderigo, Yvonne, Princess (which would eventually become her nickname instead), and Pepper. As this novel was written, I would get new pets, which would themselves become characters. By this point, the inspirations for most of the original cast had already passed away.

This novel, which was titled The Submarine, would show a slow transformation into what would become the basis for Deathscape. The first change would be that the characters would wear specially made clothes to avoid "nakedness," which I felt would stand out in a more mature story. I also felt the need for the characters to be able to interact with the human characters on a more equal level, so I gave them special tools and increased their size so that conversations were less awkward.

At some point during the writing of The Submarine, I dropped the focus on humor. Perhaps this was a reflection on the times, as the writing would overlap with the September 11, 2001 attacks. But part of the reason was that, my love of humor aside, I had always felt the need to write darker, more serious stories, and the slapstick humor that had originally been the focus of The Submarine no longer fit what I had in mind. There was also the fact that I was beginning to work on a second novel alongside it, one that was much darker and meant to be more of a horror story; this novel, which would be called Dark Revelations, would be the first major step toward transforming my Batcat stories into what would eventually become The Deathscape Mythos.

Eventually I gave up on The Submarine entirely, instead choosing only to use the basic outline as part of Dark Revelations' back story. Originally I tried revising it, but I no longer had the drive to finish the plot, and instead I focused on finishing its sequel. Dark Revelations itself would undergo major changes, eventually shifting away from Christian-inspired themes to something decidedly more cosmic-horror in nature, and that's when my writing took off. In this story, several major characters and themes would root themselves, but slowly I began to realize a major problem: with over half my cast based on various pets, the story was shifting away from these characters and instead focusing on its humans. The cats were now a glorified escort mission, and for a while I considered dropping that angle entirely and making them all human, but I couldn't do it. Instead, I finished the amateurish draft and decided to go to into the market with what I had.

That was a mistake. Through the recommendation of a well-meaning friend, I ended up giving the manuscript to a vanity press, who roped me into a hellish 7 year contract that I could not escape. Faced with the reality that Dark Revelations as I had written it would not be going anywhere anytime soon, the idea crossed my mind to reboot it entirely. I began to experiment with giving my feline characters weapons, first based on the technology introduced in The Submarine, and finally I made the concession to give them thumbs. However, I began to feel this wasn't going far enough, and I eventually placed the story on the back burner, only occasionally returning to it as new ideas came to me.

At some time around 2008, I was browsing the official Resident Evil forums when I came across a poster with an avatar featuring a style I'd never considered. The avatar featured a gray, cartoonish cat in the place of Leon Kennedy oogling over the Merchant's inventory. I was unaware that this was from something called a webcomic, and instead came up with the idea for another comedy based story that featured humanoid cats with guns. (I would eventually find out that this comic was called VG Cats, which led to the overhauling of the new idea's characters to avoid conflict with this existing work, but that's another story). As I worked on that idea, the problems with Dark Revelations began to resurface, and I was hit with what I thought was an extraordinary concept: make the "cat" characters transhumans, and give them a bipedal stance so that they can themselves fight back. Thus, the concept of the Hybrid was born.

Over the next seven years, I obsessed over transforming Dark Revelations into something new. Eventually I got the chance to buy back the rights to the book itself, but by then I was already working on its new concept. The characters with pet-like names were given new, human ones, and the world behind the story was slowly and painstakingly fleshed out. Finally, the transformation was complete--that goofy comic with my pets doing pet antics was now the Dark Fantasy/Cosmic Horror story hybrid known as The Revelation, and the story as a whole was given a new moniker: The Deathscape Mythos.


Fri Jan 29, 2016, 2:18 AM
I had fully intended to start writing again at the beginning of this month. I even had a revised chapter published early on. But a major life problem reared its head and sent my life spiraling out of control. See, about two weeks ago today, at about midnight Central, I was hospitalized with a severe life threatening illness.

It started early this month when I began having difficulty eating. I didn't think too much of it, thought I only had the flu. Soon I was constantly thirsty, with a dry mouth that would get so bad it impaired my speech. I assumed it was something I was eating and took steps to find out what, but I couldn't figure it out.

About a three weeks ago I noticed a problem with my left foot, a small irritated spot that felt like it had a foreign body in it. There was no corresponding wound, just an uncomfortable spot on the lateral side of the foot just south of the pinky toe. As the weekend went on, it swelled and became abscessed. That Monday I took action and made an emergency appointment with my doctor, who drained the abscess and sent me home. At that point my clinical case manager--who had taken me to my appointment--noticed how ill I looked.

It would only get worse. By that same Wednesday I was having trouble keeping water down and was barely eating at all. I had already lost 10 pounds when I'd seen the doctor, and now we were worried. My foot hurt bad. By Thursday I was wheezing badly just walking a few feet, and by late Thursday night I had no balance and was falling constantly, as well as having difficulty with my bladder. At midnight that night, my mom called an ambulance, and I was carted off to Saint Joseph Medical Center where I was diagnosed with diabetic ketoacidocis. Apparently I had been diabetic and didn't realize it for at least a month--my blood sugar was over 800, my kidneys weren't functioning properly, and I was almost comatose.

I don't really remember much until about noon Friday, when I began to regain consciousness. Yes, there were some bits and pieces that I could recall, but not really anything significant. I spent the next few days in the ICU, and spent the rest of the following week in the hospital. There they discovered that my foot had necrotic tissue in it and had "tunneling," and they drained it again and did a culture. It came back positive for gram-negative bodies.

The good news is after two days of aggressive IV antibiotics my foot had already healed enough that they could no longer pack it. I came home that Friday--having been hospitalized for just a little over a week--on insulin and antibiotics. I have some neuropathy in my left hand that I need to get used to, and diabetic diets are a pain, but as of now I'm doing much better. My foot no longer hurts, and I can walk without much issue.

I'm not out of the woods yet. At last count, I had lost 20 pounds, 10 of during that last week before I was hospitalized. That sounds good when you're a 320 pound blob, but losing that much weight that fast means that my body wasn't just attacking the fat, but the muscle. It's not a good thing. I still have some residual kidney disease, and while my foot is much better it still is far from being fully healed. I may never regain the full feeling in my pinky and ring finger, and I'm still very tired and sluggish. I'm taking steps though to insure this doesn't happen again, and that includes a new diet, strict adherance to my insulin regimen and keeping an eye on that wound. I probably won't be writing much of anything until I get used to typing with the neuropathy, but I do plan to draw some while I'm recovering.

So I guess this means my hiatus has been extended. I hope what few readers I have maintain the patience to wait for the next chapter, but honestly I don't have many active followers anymore anyway. Until then, take care.


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TMyers505 Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for faving!
ParadigmSlide Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It would have been impossible for me not to.
Mmith203 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you for favoriting!
Tegan-Ray Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2013
Thanks so much for the fave on [link] your gallery looks great :)
AnitaSanderson Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2013   Traditional Artist
:iconthnxfavplz: Jason! :happybounce:
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